Neither the beginning nor the end

These are just words written on the exhale and inhale. But I feel like this may be something special. It is not my first blog, or my first post, or my first attempt to start something new. So...

Beginnings are hard.

It seems that it should be so. But what if it's not a beginning, but a flow? I was in the flow, I wrote a little bit, I had breaks, I had hesitation, I had confidence, and then I wrote again, and then I ended up here. Is this the beginning, or is it a continuation?

I. Why this, why now, why…

I started writing on my personal blog again,…